Sunday, December 6, 2009

Untitled Due to Mood.

So I don't usually like to Rant about things, well I do, but not really on my Blog...though I think I might've before too...ANYWAY!

After getting many discouragements from almost everyone about almost everything - you wouldn't call me your typical jolly camper.

I don't disagree. I haven't been myself lately.. everything is off balance. In simplest form, everything is 'screwed up'.

But I'm trying, because I really want things to work/improve in terms of everything: my academics, home and social life. (I probably sound like a psychopath right about now) - However it is not going so well.

You know those times, when you're extremely angry or upset about something? And you just want someone to understand you? You act abrupt and behave irrationally because you actually want someone to ask you, "what's wrong?".
I usually don't want people to fuss over me when I'm upset, but this is/was one rare time I wanted someone to comfort me. *sighs* Unfortunately, I was 'let down' if you may.

What got me so moody? Chemistry. That's right, I'm trying to work hard and do my stupid chemistry homework, but three questions in a row did not make any sense to me. As a result, I got extremely upset.. upset enough that I wanted to rip up my entire notes and go bang my head somewhere. I really don't like chemistry and I try to get it, but it just seems so pointless to me.
And I'm going to stop right there about that topic because it's making my blood boil once again.

Anyway, that was my little rant about some very stupid things. If you are reading this, please pray for me. Trust me, I need it.


Qurrat said...

I blabbered enough on the note on fb.. but really, keep working hard, and dont give up :) You WILL get through this.

Hufsa said...

Thank youu qurrat :)